Friday, September 16, 2005
Princess:Tell you what?
QZ:YAY!BRO!U TAGGED!HAHA!Hope ur dinner with SC goes well.Ya i slack what...my o lvls messed up...grrrrr
Kiong:Haha cheer up man!I'm sure u did well for ur other papers!:)
Sis:Yea MAF haha...Enjoy ur HC times la...
It is exactly 28 days 3 hours and 41 minutes till I pass out of basic.Its been good,its been bad.But mostly good:)Thank God for that!:) Another week without getting into much trouble:D
Survived Exercise Moonknight.Maybe it wasn't that tough.Some practical navigations test at Ulu Sembawang.There was much hype and expectation throughout la, since we were practically left on our own in a hilly terrain and a huge area.I think it was in a 8km by 8km square.So it was actually quite challenging.And tiring.My group ran all the way.Maybe i can pass SOC now;)We came in 6th out of 16 details,so i guess it was all fun.Best thing was no instructors around to bug us:D
Brenda was telling me the other day(last week i think) on how stressful it was to play for JYM especially when the other musicians she plays with are so familiar with what they do and stuff.I guess thats true.It happens to me when i play for like Youth Focus(soooooo long ago my last one!miss those times:) )and i just seem like i'm the one messing up all the time.But I guess what actually matters is the attitude that we bring to practice and our intention for playing in the first place.If we come with an open mind and people criticize us,its all good i guess.Intention for playing is especially important i feel.If all we want to do is impress the congregation,then thats not really right,so obviously when we do wrong, we feel really really bad.However if our motives are purely to worship God and utilise the special gifts and talents that He has bestowed upon us,then i'm sure we won't mind,cuz in the end,only God matters:)
Something meaningful i read during my QT over the week:That prayer is not to tell God how difficult our situation is and asking him to change the circumstances in our lives.Rather,prayer helps to align our lives to GOD'S WILL so that our lives can be changed and we will rely on God's strength rather than our own to solve the problem.And through this,God's name will be glorified!:)
God bless.
Had been looking forward to this weekend the entire week:)
